I am my best friend...

'I' is one of the simplest words in the vocabulary but the more time you spend pondering the more depth it has. Too much of it and you're labelled as selfish and none of it makes you unaware of who you really are. The key lies in striking the right balance.

I was lost in a haze,
        I thought it was my world...
I thought I could see clear,
        but my sight was really blur...
I was almost happy in every moment
        that went by each n every day...
I was sure I would survive,
       despite the path being rough n dry...
'cause I had the faith in me,
       that I could someday spread my wings n fly...

No Goodbye's for you

The past few months have been a cocktail of emotions. Most of it seems like a blur mostly cause of the intensity of it all. Imagine pitch darkness and the only way to feel any movement is the uneasiness in your abdomen - that feeling you get every time your on a moving ferris wheel. I've been wanting to pen my thoughts for quite sometime because that's how I normally release my energy - positive or negative. I know I have a lot to say - the ones who know me well would be nodding their heads in approval. Yes I - sometimes - do talk a lot - and sometimes I do make sense - however few those occasions may be. Unfortunately for me words and me have not been the very best of friends lately and thus I chose to maintain my distance until today. Cause the truth is no one can take my words away from me. No matter how successful I get or messed up I become my words shall never abandon me. They reflect my soul and I can never be away from me. I may choose to ignore it but reality is way powerful. You see there is a difference between need and want and a very thin line defines that. Am waiting for the commotion to settle down so that I can see the path I need to tread on. For now I just want to breath and feel the air in my lungs. Live every second of my life. Remember every smile I shared. There one thing I know for sure - I don't have any goodbye's for U. I never will.