The past few months have been a cocktail of emotions. Most of it seems like a blur mostly cause of the intensity of it all. Imagine pitch darkness and the only way to feel any movement is the uneasiness in your abdomen - that feeling you get every time your on a moving ferris wheel. I've been wanting to pen my thoughts for quite sometime because that's how I normally release my energy - positive or negative. I know I have a lot to say - the ones who know me well would be nodding their heads in approval. Yes I - sometimes - do talk a lot - and sometimes I do make sense - however few those occasions may be. Unfortunately for me words and me have not been the very best of friends lately and thus I chose to maintain my distance until today. Cause the truth is no one can take my words away from me. No matter how successful I get or messed up I become my words shall never abandon me. They reflect my soul and I can never be away from me. I may choose to ignore it but reality is way powerful. You see there is a difference between need and want and a very thin line defines that. Am waiting for the commotion to settle down so that I can see the path I need to tread on. For now I just want to breath and feel the air in my lungs. Live every second of my life. Remember every smile I shared. There one thing I know for sure - I don't have any goodbye's for U. I never will.
